GAMMA SIGMA

[ TRANSCRIPT DELIVERED ]  --//--//--/ /--//--//-- Is --//-- w ork ing? I've been trying to get this ████ed thing to work all day. The so called " advanced technology " we've apparently been making, is doing me absolutely no favors... I want to tell you about something strange that's been going on. I know, weird right? Something strange has been happening to me here , but it's only been positive thus far, so I can't complain? Let me start by saying this... As you know , I dabble in music . Part of me genuinely believes that music seems to resonate with everyone and everything somehow. It helps me ████ time when I'm bored, and I tend to get bored very easily around here since... the tech I do have is utter garbage . I only really know piano , and am mostly self taught. Typically, I found it was a good way to relieve some of the weight from my shoulders --//--//-- --//--//-- I have this dinky little child's keyboard that ...

[ TRANSCRIPT DELIVERED ] --//--/ /--//-- o kay but think of it this way, like an idiot cultist would. If you were to find a small book, hoping to find a "summoning" ritual "instruction manual" , before you open it, and it contained exactly that once you DID open it, would you not assume it's the "real deal" ? A sign of "being chosen" for the job? Of course that's what would go through a mind like that.  But if you were an actual normal person , or one with a somewhat functioning brain... if you were to find a book, you'd open it first, to see what it contains; it's the sense of curiosity even little children have - the urge to know what's inside . Most people don't immediately assume the exact contents of a box with no label... --//--//--//-- do they? --//--//--//-- --//--//--//-- With this book in particular, you'd discover it's actually empty; not one page has a single stain of ink to speak of . --/...

--//-- Being in the Void for this long takes a massive toll on me. I feel sick , inside, out, in body, in spirit, mentally, whatever way you can think of, I feel sick . It feels like we've been here forever, or at least twice as long somehow. It's very cold here, yet, it feels warm enough to not break my body.  Do these statements mean much, having to fly through an infinity of the very essence of Darkness; an experience in and of itself, absurdly surreal to begin with?    What was it? A Dead Universe? At this rate, a new Universe could be born around here before we ever get out. A whole new Big Bang, right in front of us. Within us. Around us... Is time even really going forward while we're here? How long has it been since//-- The air is uncomfortably dense   here. It feels like it's filling my lungs. For all I know, it might be filling them with... something. I'm sure my blood is contaminated with the radiation ; some Timelines were named after it,...

Why are you there.

This is a memory. Several memories, actually, but it's about something most people would only experience once , and there would be no coming back from it once it happens... but it seems, unlike most people, I got to experience it, come back, multiple times, as though it was just another walk to the local park. As time doesn't seem to exist where I appear to be right now, I'm unsure as to how long ago this was, but it's recent enough to remember. Somehow, it feels more recent than it really is. The most recent incident was soon followed by a comment from ██ ██████;  "You're between the two realms, each and every day. Surely, you know this by now ". People often question the possibilities of what happens to a person once they die, once they reach The Realm of No Return ( Null Realm , " The Other Side ", whatever you wanna call it). It's not exactly something anyone really lives to tell about, especially as casually as I think...